Hold nothing back

I just had a long skype call with my gf, Aisha that currently lives in USA on the AFS program. We haven’t had long conversation like this for quite a while. We talked and talked and talked, about what to do when she comes back, about things I dislike of her and vice versa, about life here and there, and particularly about how much we’ve changed apart.

She’s been thinking to dig deeper into the art world. I’ve grown a thought that impractical art is useless. She keeps on trying to make the world a better place. I despise world peace. She’s becoming more mature and thinks liberally. I am now quite skeptical and put reason ahead of everything. Keep this going, and we’ll have a couple that goes on a long debate over which snack to buy or what band’s concert should we attend. Okay, the latter one is the subject we’ve agreed not to talk about.

Still, after realizing what we have become after almost a long-distance year, we knew that the months after she comes back in July won’t be the easy ones because she’ll have to attend high school for one more year, but we’ve promised to keep our hopes high. To dream a little that deep inside, there’s little warm love that keeps everything on the right track.

She thinks through her camera. I think visual art is the most useless.

She thinks through her camera. I think of visual art as fruitless.

Do what you want but I know who you are
Say what you want but I know what you’re thinking
Go where you want but I won’t be too far
Go where you want and I know where you’ll end up

If you fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back
I’ll fall in love
Fall in love and hold nothing back from you

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Now playing: Copeland – Hold Nothing Back
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16. May 2009 by Kevin Aditya
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  1. very well-written! haha

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